Of So Tired This Weekend

I was so tired this weekend until just a few hours ago all I could do was sleep. I noticed last week I was having a lot pain in my body and I don't really know why. I haven't slep very well at night even with sleep medication. I think that took a toll on my by the end of the week.

It is cooler out today and the wind in blowing from the North. I didn't really spend any time outside, guess I should. I did good to get my wash done.

I am not feeling any pain now though.

I am going to post up a picture of myself soon. I just have to get one ready that really looks like I look. Then I will put up one like I used to look and come here every day to look at how much I have changed.

Have a good week and update you blog. You are special.

I Like Blogs Best

I have just started up a facebook page about a week ago and I have to say that blogging is a much better outlet for saying what is on one's mind.

I am more up today than I have been in a while and didn't stuff myself with sweets yesterday. Came home from work and mowed the lawn - that takes two hours. Even if it is a riding lawn mower, I know I get some exercise because my yard is so rough and all those trees to turn around that by the time I get through I am tired.

I am going to get back my determination to eat better. I am still exercising, but now doing enough weights. And, now doing enough yard work and it sure shows it.

And, I am not a cry baby either. I just get frustrated when I can't get what I want faster. I truly though if I put out a good effort I would lose more that 30 lbs. But I lost 30 and then just stopped. I think it is because I hate cooking. And, I hate chicken. I don't think a person can lose weight without eating lots of chicken. Yuck!

Trust me though - the Blue Bell Ice Cream diet doesn't work. Love ya!

Help!!!!!!!!!!

I have lost my grip on my eating and am gaining weight back. Is there any help for me????

Down and Almost Out

I haven't written on my blog in so long I don't know if anybody ever reads it any more. Life has been busy and my eating/exercising has really taken a toll. I still so to the elliptical and use it every weekday morning at 5:30 am, but my eating habits are terrible. Sugar, sugar, sugar, I have gained back six pounds at last look. I can't stand to look any more. I think I have developed an eating disorder. It was very upsetting and I have gotten to the point that it is not even that upsetting any more. Except for my clothes - I just can't grow back to that larger size pants.

But I have been feeling my age and frustration about just how long I will have to work, not that I want to quit work, maybe change the place I work in a year. But, I just get tired of doing what I do which is less and less like a school job and more and more like a federal gvt. job.

On the upside ---- well I really can't think of an upside right now. So whoever you are keep up the good work you are doing. And, I will keep putting one foot in front of the other.