You know I really want to lose all of my extra weight. But I have come to a point in the eating process that I am just tired of the food I can eat and really would like to have some chips or just a lot of something. I cheated yesterday when nobody was looking and ate three little pieces of candy from the conference room candy bowl. I wasn't worth it though.
I would just love to stop at the pastry shop on the way to work and have a pastry or maybe two for breakfast. Those probably have enough calories for a week! Or some rice. I would love to have a huge amount of rice. Not just a half a cup.
I know that my brother says, "You didn't gain it in a week and you can't lose it in a week" but I am just hungry!
I can't feel the weight coming off this week and I am a little lower in spirit. My clothes fit much better though. I just can't imagine doing this the rest of my life. I have to get back to the mindset that food is just something that keeps me alive and not the pleasure of my life. I NEED SPRING TO COME.
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